I think she’s a fucking idiot for being back with him. I’m slowly gonna distance myself from that friendship, as much as I care about her I think it’s for the best. Still have a heavy heart dwelling on the past and thinking about what could have been. The same mistakes I made then, pulling the same shit now. It’s like no matter how far I’ve gotten I’m still stuck. Hearing her mention your name last night, I legit felt my heart sink. To think that it’s almost been 5 years, I know you were hurting. I just wish I knew how much it was, I wish I could’ve been a better friend to you. You were one of my first real friends, you were always there and always put yourself before others. The person you were, I wish I could have half your courage in life the way you did. There was so much I wish I could say to you, then and now. No matter what you’ve always believed in me and everything I did. Words really couldn’t explain how much of an impact you had on my life. Hearing her say she heard nothing but good things about me, if it wasn’t from E had to of been from you.